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Name: Natalee
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Wooster
Gender: Female
Interests: soccer,track and field, volleyball, running, Johnny Depp and any movie he is in, Frogs, travelling, sleeping, basketball,social drinking with friends, EKO, medicine, dogs(especially Shih-tzus
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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Member Since:
1/25/2005
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| Hey ya'll,
I have to say that it has been way too long since I
have written in here. Man, good thing it is not like a job or something
I would get paid for because I would be soo fired by now! Right now I
am in the middle of summer. Now that I was able to climb out of the
black abyss of space and back onto earth I can clue people in that
don't know what has gone on this like half of year of my life.
First, we can talk about school. I finished a whole year at the College of Wooster! GO
ME! I must say it helps to find a place that just seems to fit you and
where you feel safe and comfortable. I survived the second semester of
Organic Chemistry along with Cell Physiology although it feels as
though I had to sell my soul, luckily I was taking a religion class and
even though I never went I still got an A in the class so I musta done
something good! I was able to become one of the supervisors for First Responders
this upcoming year and it is a nice title for a person that only makes
sure that people show up for their call!At least I sound important.
hehe.
My sorority voted me to be the secretary and I must say I take that job
seriously and I really enjoy it because it gets me more involved within
the group. I'm not going to lie, I used to be the girl that thought
sororities were like cults with makeup and fangs and a shallow
friendship, but now after adding 17 sisters to my family I really know
it is about a friendship and common bond that our sisterhood shares.
Fear not I was not brain washed, but these fine young ladies are
outstanding and amazing and I love each one of them and all I have to
say is if "ANYONE MESSES WITH ANY OF MY SISTERS THERE WILL BE HELL TO PAY" and that is not a threat but a promise.I
have connections. Like Bethany, Janie, Andrea and I always say hell has
our number and a room ready for us we are just keeping things here
exciting! lol. (NOTE: this is just a joke please don't take this
rambling seriously because if you do you really need to get in touch
with me because obviously you don't know me)
So in June I went to the Siesta Keys with my family
(mom, Troy and Troy's mom) and it rained the first couple of days there
and the wind blew like crazy thinks to Tropical Storm Alberto!
At least the last like 4 days I was able to lay out and roast and
become a crispy asain! I went shopping while I was there at some of the
shops but nothing too exciting. I saw Dolpins! .
They were sooo beautiful. I got to eat some amazing seafood such as
Alaskan King Crab legs, swordfish, and delicious salmon. I was even
able to talk Troy into taking the whole fam -damily to a place called
Giggles. This might not sound like anything big but considering I got
my parents to go into a sex store with me and that Troy's mother was
the only one to buy anything we all got a good laugh out of it.
Only bad time we had was when mom wrecked the rental van into a pole.
She was just laughing and Troy was cussing his brains out. Now we can
look back and laugh about how retarded they both were but believe me at
that time you DID NOT want to be there. Jocye (Troy's mom) and I went
back to the condo and made dinner and basically stayed the hell away
from them two by drinking some sangrias!
Most of this summer has been spent working at
Kennedy's bakery. The pay is money so I really can't complain but it
gets to you after a while. I typically work 6 days a week with Sunday
being my only day off. I can work anywhere from 5:30 in the
morning to 7 at night.Starting on Monday for basically the rest of the
summer I'll start work at 5:30 am and won't be done until I have all
the orders taken care of , so that can be anywhere from 12 to 3 in the
afternoon! Early nights for Natalee! Thank goodness for overtime or
else I wouldn't be working.It is a lot different than when I worked at
the bakery last summer. One thing that has changed is Rachel. I must
say she is an amazing person and a wonderful loving mother. She has a
beautiful baby boy name Elias (Eli) and she puts that baby first just
like you should. I really admire her. She has really grown up. I'm so
proud of her. Some other people in our bakery have hit hard times too.
One of the older women that I work with found out at a doctor's appt.
that she had leukemia and is going through chemotherapy right now for
it. Her family and herself are in our prayers .
On top of that we have another worker who got a run in with the law for
helping a fugitive. That is not good at all. Another lady had to quit
because her brother died and she had to take care of her mother.
Kennedy's employees are just dropping like flies. Now I'm
substitituting for a woman that is going to have surgery so hopefully
nothing else will go on.
Oh another important thing to talk about is that
Lacey's skin problem wasn't from her cancer spots but from bacteria and
fungus that is found on the skin and since her skin was irritated and
producing too much oils they were thriving. But thanks to antibiotics,
antihistamines, and lizzoral shampoo the lil bastard fungus and
bacteria are dying! She may be ugly looking, blind in one eye and deaf
but by golly to me she is the prettiest and best dog in the world. I
wouldn't trade her for anything in the world.
Last week Peter came home from England and Michelle
threw him a suprise Pirate party and I have to say it was amazing! It
was full of Fuck the dealer, and other drinking games, good music, lots
of RUM
(and coke for pirates like me), and jello shots. We even got to see
fireworks. It was amazing. Jonathon, Peter, Jennylyn, Janie, Andrea,
Bethany, and I were all under one roof. This is something that hasn't
happened in like 2 years! Bethany and Michelle and Jennylyn better get
to sending me some pictures! We were all dressed like pirates and I had
a huge sword too bad people kept stealing
it from me. It was amazing to finally meet some of Peter's friends from
school. Shaggy and Tim were soo nice and so amazing. His other friends
were really nice to but off the top of my head I can't remember
anyone's name but Carrie and that was because we had the same
belt! I got him Pirates of the Caribbean cake from the bakery and
it was goregous. I mean fucking Capt. Jack Sparrow and Will Turner were
on it.
I have also decided that I am not happy in my major
and am not longer going to continue in the BMB(Biochemistry/molecular
biology major). After consulting both the Pre-Health advisor (Tierney)
and the Pre-Law advisor ( Kreuzman) and having serious conversations
with my brother I have found numerous things out:
(1.) I dont' have what it
takes to be in law (a.) I'm too much of a smart ass (b.) i'm a
woman and
would probably shoot some other laywers for their chauvinism (c.)day
in and day out
in court rooms and under the constant stress or pressure just doesn't
sound like
something I want to wake up to everyday.
(2.) Don't make a plan B which
for me was law because like my brother put it "the
minute you
make a plan B your plan A is going to fail" (a.) Law was going to be my
fall back but
now it is no longer in the equation (b.) Medicine is the route I'm
going to take
I'm just not sure when I'll take the MCATs, I figure deciding a major
might be
more important at the present moment.
(3.) My major needs to make me
happy (a.) Right now I know I don't want
ANYTHING to do with biology, IT
JUST SUCKS ('nuf said) (b.) I changed my
schedule for next semester to
give me a chance at psychology, education, political
science, sociology and history to
make sure I am in the right sciences and don't
need to switch
to the social sciences. (b) Also, I have determined that I know for
sure that
regardless I will at least minor in chemistry but if I find that the
social
sciences are just a ruse and not
for me than I am sticking with ajust a chemistry
major.(FUCK
BIOLOGY!)
*NOTE* don't ask why I put this together like I was doing something for
a paper. It just looked good okay! lol plus like I said before I'm
spending my summer in Cambridge and need to use some brain cells for
something!
Now onto some of the most important news EVER! My
mom is letting me go to Oregon July 25th to August 3rd to see my
boyfriend DUSTIN! Yay! I'm soooo excited. I've never been there (why
would I go otherwise!hehe since it isn't exactly my first choice to
live or vacation). We are going to go to the zoo! I can't wait and I'll
get to meet his family. They sound really nice but I'm just a tittle
bit nervous I mean I hope it isn't anything like Meet the Fockers or
Meet the Parents! lol That would just be to wierd. Dad thinks that I'll
be at some track camp because if he ever found out the truth I swear he
would probably disown me.I've learned that Filipino men are very
protective of the women in their family. Even my bro warned me about
dad. He said he understands why I want to go and said that he would
have bought my ticket if he had the money but he said Dustin better
treat me with respect or else! lol. I'm not worried though. I honestly
can't wait. It will be my first plane trip alone but that seems more
exciting than scary.
Well I think I have put enough down for now. See you next year probably lol!
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| Hello!
Betcha didn't expect to hear from me! Well, school is is BLEH at least
the classes are but the parties and all are great. I ABSOLUTELY DESPISE
PHYSICS! Organic is hard but I really
enjoy it. Biology is boring as all hell and I would love to just forget
about it! I don't care about plants at all really especially how they
reproduce. That is quite boring actually. Well classes for this
semester are coming to a close thank goodness. Next semester is pretty
sweet. As of right now I don't have any classes on Thursday so that
means i can enjoy my wooster Wed. lol My classes are organic chemistry
(round 2) hehe spanish and two religion classes but that is only b/c my
bio class closed out but hopefully i can get into it and drop one of my
religion classes. If nothing else I'll drop one and take
oceanography.It could be fun. Also i decided to double major. WTF
was i thinking! Spanish and BMB have absolutlely NOTHING IN COMMON! so
it turns out I will be a 5th year super senior and be at Woo for a
total of 4 years! oh well go me! i can do it! I HOPE
Also if you didn't know, i'm in Circle K and passed my class final
to become a FIRST RESPONDER and now in about 1 week i take the national
registry for it! I am super nervous but i think i will be okay. It is
weird to think that I could help save a life! Also I am Rushing for the
EKO sorority and I absolutely love the girls! Plus it is super awesome
bc bkay and I rush together! I'm so glad she talked me into coming
here. it is great to have one of your best friends here. i've never
been so happy. Things are starting to look up for me. Also I tried out
for cheerleading! lol didn't make it but i didn't expect to but let me
just say it is hilarious like wow! lol my momma was proud! lol
Getting ready for wooster track should be interesting! I'm excited for
it ! I miss high jumping and running plus the whole being in shape is a
plus. i've lost weight since being here but i'm on a strict liquid diet
of the captain ! lol jk but i do drink a lot and i'm proud to say that
for a filipina i can hold my liquor so you can just shove the
stereotypes!
I got to suprise Ans with Bethany by going to Kenyon for her 21st
birthday and both Janie and Mike McCauley have come to visit us!....... you know that is awesome and they had a good time which is a wonderful thing to hear.
Anyways on to the good stuff......well it took a while but I finally
got around to become open enough to try dating again and my mom didn't
have to help me! lol it sounds crazy but it is true. she had been
giving out my cell phone number to guys which is really weird but I
found one on my own. At first he couldn't get the hint but I'm not
going ot hold it against him too much. Only downfall is he isn't a big
fan of country but I'll break him into it .
oh believe me i will. he is coming home for thanksgiving b/c he lives
all the way in oregon! damn that is far lol. i wouldn't have been able
to do it. he has met the approval of my mom so i am happy! oh and if
you didn't know his name is dustin lol.
kinda important i guess if you don't keep up with me. but ya i don't
think he knows what he is getting into with my family! we are freaking
retarded and very dysfunctional! but that is why i love them ! At least he will get to see what a farming community is lol
Well this is the last 3 months in a nutshell so yea not a lot of
details but oh buddy i'll try to keep up. haha i said that last time so
don't expect too much!
LOVE YA'ALL
Nat
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| Hey ya'all! Sorry I have not written in so so long! I've been busy. I just finished on thursday and had a final at Kent State. I met some freaking hilarious and super sweet people. Hopefully I"ll be able to keep in touch with some of them! I"m just glad it is all done and over with. Now on Wed. I go and move into my dorm at Wooster with my two roomies. They seem really nice. I don't know though. I'm so scared and nervous to go back to college and actually live there. It is going to be really hard after what happened and taking classes at home. I need to go back and get my life back on track but it seems like there are so many distractions and shit to do. I've been working my ass off all summer and it still seems that I am poor and have no money and I never seem to get a break. oh well such is life no use bitching and moaning. i just have to keep telling me myself that eventually all this hard work will pay off. haha
i'm saddened to say and i've never seen my dad so so upset. It was heartbreaking. I didn't know what to do. I wanted to cry myself but i know i had to be the strong one for once. I felt so awkward and out of place and completely useless. On friday my grandpa in the Philippines died and now my dad is heading there to go to the funeral. I never realized how death makes a person age so fast. I finally started to notice my dad is really 65 and it is only in these past 2 years that has has been a full-time dad. I felt like a heartless bitch b/c when i found out i didn't say anything and i didn't even cry. I didn't know what to do. I had only met my grandpa twice in my life. I know he loves me but he is just so far away and the time was so great that i hardly got to talk to him. i feel like the horrible granddaughter but I did love him i swear. I just hope that he knows this.
So much is going on right now it is hard to keep time and things straight. One of my friends I have known my whole life is now growing-up and growing up fast. She is thinking about her child and she is keeping the child when some people have suggested abortion. She told me that she couldn't live with that idea. I don't know how to tell her how proud i am of her. she quit smoking, sleeps regularly and is eating healthy. Her world now is her baby growing inside of her. That is absolutely beautiful. No her pregnancy wasn't planned but I was just so amazed that she is taking responsibility and i know she will be a wonderful mother. I wish her all the best of luck! | | |
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My mom and dad still think of me as a lil kid and i'm not even a
teenager any longer! oh well i know they mean well even if it is a pain
in my ass. they pay my tuition so what they say goes still for now!
lol. Troys dad died 2 or 3 days before christmas so it kinda shot the
spirit out of it. He just couldn't get better. it was a long painful
corner he just couldn't turn. he said he had done everything he wanted
to in life and luckily troy and his mom got to say goodbye. Even brent
did but he wasn't there he said it on the phone. This was not expected
and to have the funeral 2 days after christmas was even harder on troy
and joyce.they are doing okay now. Troy is trying to turn his life
around. he decided he was not going to let his weight get the best of
him.....he has quit smoking and is on a diet and is even exercising
.....i'm really proud of him even though i still give him a hard
time.....he knows i mean well.......my mom is doing pretty good too. if
only she'd quit smoking than i would be able to breathe easier at home
but can't expect all miracles to come in one day.i spent new years at
andreas which was awesome we had a lot of fun....too bad old petey boy
couldn't make it and mccauley doesn't remember calling me 4 times. he
was sooo trashed it was funny!
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